i'm closing this done because no one reads it. i'm starting a new blog. spreadin' the word early. check out my profile to know what it is
bye,
TOXIC
Monday, September 21, 2009
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
lucky charms
In school ,in these United States of America, all anyone can talk about is how "lucky" we are. How much we "have". How we're "ungrateful" and "take everything for granted". This really bothers me, because these teachers have all the same privileges, and the same rights, and probably take the same stuff for granted!!
Plus, they're only talking about "privileged" in the materialistic sense. You could have the most messed-up family and the most messed-up life and the most messed-up friends, but as long as we have a house and material things, we're considered really lucky on the outside. (sidebar-just now, a family member of mine came in, read this, and went on, and on, about how we ARE lucky, thus completely violating blogging code).
Just recently, I struggled with something major and very very very bad, and i really wasn't feeling so lucky. No one really does, sometimes. But we have to keep in stride, keep our chins up, and remember just how "lucky we are"? Hello!!! Not fair!!!
pissed,
TOXIC
Plus, they're only talking about "privileged" in the materialistic sense. You could have the most messed-up family and the most messed-up life and the most messed-up friends, but as long as we have a house and material things, we're considered really lucky on the outside. (sidebar-just now, a family member of mine came in, read this, and went on, and on, about how we ARE lucky, thus completely violating blogging code).
Just recently, I struggled with something major and very very very bad, and i really wasn't feeling so lucky. No one really does, sometimes. But we have to keep in stride, keep our chins up, and remember just how "lucky we are"? Hello!!! Not fair!!!
pissed,
TOXIC
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
i.ds, please?
Identification annoys me. It annoys me because who really knows who they are anymore? I mean, in a way that would fit on a page. Confused? That's just it! Everybody gets confused about themselves and what "category" they fit in, or "clique", or "group" or whatever.
Now, let's talk about maturity. Virtual show of hands, who here has met someone (or who IS someone) who thinks maturity is drinking coffee like a manic (UG!), watching R-rated movies (DOUBLE UG!), and slathering on tons of makeup (TRIPLE UG!)? Does anyone besides me think that's irritating?! That's not maturity!! That's just a list if THINGS!!!
Maturity to me is being able to move on, not getting stuck on one bad thing, not holding grudges over the little things. It's being trusted with something and with staining that trust. What's it to you? PLEASE COMMENT!!!
My stand, my life, my messed-up head,
TOXIC
Now, let's talk about maturity. Virtual show of hands, who here has met someone (or who IS someone) who thinks maturity is drinking coffee like a manic (UG!), watching R-rated movies (DOUBLE UG!), and slathering on tons of makeup (TRIPLE UG!)? Does anyone besides me think that's irritating?! That's not maturity!! That's just a list if THINGS!!!
Maturity to me is being able to move on, not getting stuck on one bad thing, not holding grudges over the little things. It's being trusted with something and with staining that trust. What's it to you? PLEASE COMMENT!!!
My stand, my life, my messed-up head,
TOXIC
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Sunday, July 26, 2009
into it
What is popular now? I mean, what does everybody love the most, what's the latest trend, what is the most popular thing? Somebody please tell me because I.Have.No.Clue! There is got to be something out there that will define this decade!
Unless popularity is finally overrated. Unless people are finally having their own styles, and not just going with what everybody else thinks, does says. Normality could be out, individuals could be in. That could be the Popular Thing.
What do you say? What is the thing that defines the New Millennium Decade, or whatever? I mean, almost every decade in the 1900s had it. Seriously, I'm confused
What do you think??
TOXIC
Unless popularity is finally overrated. Unless people are finally having their own styles, and not just going with what everybody else thinks, does says. Normality could be out, individuals could be in. That could be the Popular Thing.
What do you say? What is the thing that defines the New Millennium Decade, or whatever? I mean, almost every decade in the 1900s had it. Seriously, I'm confused
What do you think??
TOXIC
Monday, June 29, 2009
intro to the extro
I am OBSESSED!!! With two words. Introvert and extrovert. I think about them all the time, everywhere, every time I see people, i think about those words.
Wait a minute, wait a minute, wait a minute! I know you're thinking that right now, so let me go backwards. For those of you in the audience with no clue what I'm talking about, let me tell you: an introvert is someone who is reserved, shy, quiet. Doesn't like social scenes that much, the one in background, etc, etc. An extrovert is the complete opposite. Outgoing, loud, talkative. Practically LIVES for social scenes, the one in front, etc, etc.
So anyway, I am obsessed with those too words because I myself am an introvert. And I sometimes feel in the shadow of the extroverts. The me part out the window I have a little advice for you other introverts who have no idea what to do with yourselves. For one, STAND UP FOR YOURSELVES! No doormats, it sucks to be one. For two, if you really need to say something SAY IT! Alot of times, people skip over quiet people, expecting them not to say something. Well, I for one think it would be cool to surprise them with something to say.
This is my stand,
TOXIC
Wait a minute, wait a minute, wait a minute! I know you're thinking that right now, so let me go backwards. For those of you in the audience with no clue what I'm talking about, let me tell you: an introvert is someone who is reserved, shy, quiet. Doesn't like social scenes that much, the one in background, etc, etc. An extrovert is the complete opposite. Outgoing, loud, talkative. Practically LIVES for social scenes, the one in front, etc, etc.
So anyway, I am obsessed with those too words because I myself am an introvert. And I sometimes feel in the shadow of the extroverts. The me part out the window I have a little advice for you other introverts who have no idea what to do with yourselves. For one, STAND UP FOR YOURSELVES! No doormats, it sucks to be one. For two, if you really need to say something SAY IT! Alot of times, people skip over quiet people, expecting them not to say something. Well, I for one think it would be cool to surprise them with something to say.
This is my stand,
TOXIC
Thursday, June 18, 2009
cliques up
There's this girl I know. She has a lot of friends, and I bet she can be a good friend to each of them individually, but when most of them are in the same vicinity, she's a wreck. This girl just runs around, hanging out and having a great time with her current, popular, sorry to say it, but a little shallow friends. That would be ok, if she didn't ignore her other friends. You know what? I'm one of those ignored friends. It SUCKS!
Some things I've noticed about cliquey people:they have a lot of cliques. And they act differently with each clique. It amazes me how people (including me) can just change personalities depending on who their with, or where they are. Why do we have to change so much?
What else have I noticed? The people's ability to just drop their main interests out the window to adjust to someone else's. If you know what you stand for, and what you like and don't like, is there any reason to change it to fit someone else?
Cliquey girl knows who she is (if you have to ask, it's probably not you). If you're reading this post, C.G, DON'T APOLOGIZE! It did nothing before, and it will do nothing now.
It's just crap,
TOXIC
Some things I've noticed about cliquey people:they have a lot of cliques. And they act differently with each clique. It amazes me how people (including me) can just change personalities depending on who their with, or where they are. Why do we have to change so much?
What else have I noticed? The people's ability to just drop their main interests out the window to adjust to someone else's. If you know what you stand for, and what you like and don't like, is there any reason to change it to fit someone else?
Cliquey girl knows who she is (if you have to ask, it's probably not you). If you're reading this post, C.G, DON'T APOLOGIZE! It did nothing before, and it will do nothing now.
It's just crap,
TOXIC
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